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Name: Trip
Birthday: 8/3/1979
Gender: Male
Interests: Friends, Music, Movies, Ink, Sleeping (though I never do it), Red Sox, Boston in general, and TKE! The fact that a lot of people go to college for as long as I have, only they are called doctors and make a lot more money than teachers!
Expertise: I am in the business of molding young minds (kinda scary) And if you have not heard the rumors are true. I am a Jedi!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  rockstartrip182
Member Since:
9/30/2004
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| So my life revolves around student teaching. so on that note same shit different day.. so here are some ramblings... If you know me you know I FUCKING HATE EMO!!!!!!!! When I am urler of the world I will make it illegal!! This song sums it up
NoFx "Seperate Church and Skate"
I want conflict! I want dissent!
I want the scene to represent...
Our hatred of authority,
our fight against complacency
stop singing songs about girls and love!
You killed the owl! You freed the dove!
confrontation and politics...
Replaced with harmonies and shticks
When did punk rock become so tame?
These fucking bands all sound the same
We want our fights we want our thugs!
We want our burns we want our drugs!
where is the violent apathy?!
These fucking records are rated G!
When did punk rock become so safe?!
I reallt want to go to a show and punch someone... I want to be hit...I want to defy ALL authority... No one ever did shit for the world by sitting on their ass and following the lead of others... See that is what punk is all about.. This justs adds to the fact why I hate emo. it is C grade punk rock... That has no meaning but bad love songs, and whinny ass breakup songs.. Final sumation, all punks need to be teachers!!
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| I really like the lyrics to this song.. It really, all to well fiits me.. GO BUY SOME BRIGHT EYES CDS NOW!!!!
I've got somwhere we all die. I'm thinking of quitting drinking again. I know I've said that a couple of times. I'm always changing my mind. I guess I am. But there's this burn in my stomach and there's this pain in my side. When I kneel at the toilet and the morning's clean light pores in through the winsow. Sometimes I pray I don't die. I'm a goddamn hypocrite. Then night rolls around and it all starts making sense. There is no right way or wrong way. You just have to live. So I do what I do and at least I exist. What would mean more than this? What would mean more? Mean more.
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| So all i do now is student teaching. Yesterday we had a 14 year old OD on coke. Oh dont worry all the other student teachers are not dealing with this crap. They all have honors classes... I have 15 year olds who read on a 1st grade level. I understand a challange but this is insane. but it is all good.. it just makes me certain if my school is going to put me in this situation why should i grace them with my presence and go to grad school here? cause GOd put me on this earth to me a teacher, and i am going to be a damn good teacher... So screw them I am going to get through this and get the fuck out of here! | | |
| I think I have insomnia... I dont remember the last time i had a good night sleep or even what it feels like to be asleep... I keep lying in bed thinking about my life... what I am going to do after I graduate... where I am going to go... And this is fucking depressing me!!! I know what I want... I have found a place that I feel at home... You see before I did not care... I could get up move and keep going... I would make new friends... Find new things to do... Popluarity is so easy... Everytime I went somewhere it was just another adventure... And to be honest before I came up north this summer all i was expecting was to have another adventure... I loved adventures... But it turned into something so much more than that... Something so amazing I cant explain... I want it back so very bad... To make it worse I know a lot of people who have so much more to deal with than my petty crap... It makes me feel so worthless to worry about all this when I am so very blessed... More than ever I feel out of place... I dont know what to do... | | |
| Today was my first day of offical student teaching... It was hot there was no ac... I smell very bad right now...I need a nap... but i have to go to math class... Fun... On the brightside I now have my planeticket to Mass.. Oct. 19th I will be there!!! | | |
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